Who knows?

Alas, I have stumbled upon another blogger. Go me. It's amazing what you find online at 11:30 at night, blindling stumbling through the world wide web...

Life and death, energy and peace...

I find my temper rising back up inside of me as of late... that's never a good thing. As I stagger through my life, day by day, I'm finding the most random of things are annoying me. Part of it is due to the fact that I have random malaria of the [insert organ here], and all the doctors know is that I keep getting infections (lung infection, kidney infection, etc.)... but they can't really pinpoint what is causing my pain and illness -- with the exception of the battle I've been having with my uterus since March. Several hospitalizations and surgeries later, I'm still in the same place I have been. All of this is making me absolutely ragged -- I find myself not having any energy or will to really do anything...

If I stopped today, it was still worth it...

Talk about karma... ya know, I really wish I didn't believe in it. Maybe then it wouldn't come back to bite me in the ass...

I'm tired. And tired of being emo tonight...

Maybe a not-so-depressing post tomorrow.